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Recently I sold the minivan which belonged to my father. I have been holding onto this van ever since he died in 2009. And when my mother became more and more weak I used this minivan to drive her to her doctor appointments. But now that she has passed away too I am realizing that I don't need this van anymore for myself.
So I asked my friends if they knew of anyone who would like to buy it. I did find one person and it's gone now. But I had so many memories tied into the van about my dad and my mom. It was a sad feeling to see it go but the family who bought it really will get use out of that van.
But now I feel like my 'crutch' has been taken away from me. It almost feels like the van represented my parents somehow and now that it's gone too they are never coming back. But of course I don't believe that to be true. I have experienced too many paranormal events to believe that they will never be back with me ever.
My other feelings were "Did I do the right thing?" "Would my dad approve of me selling the van?" These questions only I can answer for myself. If it feels right to me then so be it. I know many of you have had similiar feelings about your future and the 'scariness' of it all. I guess I will keep on going and find out the answers in the future.
As in the photo above, you hold your future and your universe in your own hands.
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